Healing After Suicide Loss | Samuel Thomas Holland on Grief, Mediumship, Energy & Spiritual Growth

In this deeply personal and spiritual episode of The Empowered Grief Journey Podcast, host Chris Mamone sits down with Samuel Thomas Holland—a clairvoyant medium and intuitive—to explore grief through the lens of suicide loss, spiritual awakening, and energetic healing.

Samuel shares the story of his friend Jordan, a 24-year-old aspiring opera singer who moved from Sydney to Melbourne to pursue her career. During the intense COVID lockdowns in Melbourne, canceled international opportunities and isolation contributed to what Samuel describes as a heavy, “black tar” depression—and Jordan ultimately died by suicide (2019). Samuel speaks candidly about how that loss affected his nervous system, emotions, and spiritual sensitivity, and how grief can sometimes “attach” itself when we’re deeply empathetic.